Thursday, July 18, 2013

Doing good,I guess not

Hi all,been a good 2 mths since I last updated this blog of mine...

This 2 mths without lessons at least for now did nt seems much easier, as Lincoln had holidays n reservist(now!) and I am made to do the stuffs he has to do...

A tiresome role,doing a higher level n more responsibility work bt with a rather low pay sounds jus unjustified bt wat to do jus don't seems to be able to pass acca plus the reluctance to source for new jobs results in a rather pathethic ending,...jus have to bite the bullet n seam thu this period of budgeting, tax comp n closing all in one...

Had a small tiff with Tlaga at work, could be the poster tat I made of her or the comments on her pic tat left her fuming...bt regardless the fact, I think I am nt tat high class or proud tat she made me out to be....she s jus so lazy n uninnovative I wonders at times y Lincoln keeps her, for entertainment huh?bt whatever the reason,to be absent from workplace for 2 hrs is considered absence from workplace and she has the cheek to say her family problems again...sometimes really wonder to really believe in those family problems of hers,endless

Met James after work and the feeling jus changes I mean with James it kinda makes you wanna be more forward looking ,to be practical and look at things in a grown up manner and nt dwell on those tiny teeny bits of pieces ...it's hard to influence others if you yourself find it hard to do so...

While over here at Seascan,the feeling is ,more of a working relationship whereby matters are pretty much talked abt but not scrutinized and only the basics are done...nt tat forward looking..comments which are hilarious are more sought after for rather than analytical ones...it is hard to be inspirational when's there's no one in the coy that one can look up to....the exposure to socializing is limited and the type of pple are pretty much tat few...

Heck it, since we are no more part of kie, .i m looking forward to this yr end bonus before making an exit where new friendships can be formed and hopefully as well as more importantly they pay is correlated to my work in a positive way...

Alrite shld write till here,good nite.