Last 2 papers!

In exactly 17 days, I would be taking the 1st of my last 2 papers. Exams rd the corner but I am giving little thought or effort in the 2 papers.I Wonder why? Is it the fear of embarking on a new journey after passing which is gg Qatar or looking at Leo taking the last 2 papers bt given his intellect still only managed to pass one. Either 1, I to be able to pass any of the 2 of the papers would be unjustifiable compared to the time I spent on the rest of the ACCA papers.And the last 2 are supposedly the hardest...pple taking 4-6 attempts just to clear 1 papers,clearly much effort and time has to be put inside. Have been travelling to SIM to mug this couple of days,took unpaid leave to study. Am utterly surprised how I survived SIM relatively alone. Looking at the carefree and ready to trounce the market place of these youngster, I felt for me...if any,if anyone saw me as a student in my younger(est) days in SIM,they must be wondering why is this guy so TROUBLED and bothered...I literally went to school studied and left,SIM was a place for lectures...Truth to be told,I attempted to make more friends by joining Student club and ODAC freshmen orientation, however while i went to yr 2 straight, the rest of the memebers(majority) had to start frm yr 1...given that classes were different, there were little time for meetup, furthermore, I rmb that I had stopped receiving allowance since I started SIM schooling and hence had to earn my keep as a lifeguard/tuition teacher..which kinda explain the minimal time spent in school.. I thk after starting work, you more or less know that people need friends, the fact that people are social person and needs communication, one cannot survive alone...getting good results but with no one to celebrate to,that would be the greatest irony When I was in SIM, I wasn't considered an introvert but rather one which had many commitments, be it work, Sec sch catch up, TKD(yea,the american cum Tanglin club thingy!)with Han and gang...I made little effort to gel with my SIM clicks..not to say, I pon the gatherings or whatsoever, I attended most of them in fact but the friendship were just not lasting... Given a chance, I would be more social able, and building up relationships with friends.. but one of UOL flaw is that it doesn't have projects hence it is hard to build up r/s with others unless you are very amicable and sociable..also, the school fees were hefty, the last thing I would want would be to fail any module and delay my gg to society to work by 1 year,imagine the opportunity cost! THose were the days...nt really wasted bt I shld say not enough effort put in to gel with the folks there.. Alrite, SIM is a pretty conducive place to go to, be it in terms of student enrolled there or using their facilities... Ok lah,shld write till here....gg to study soon!! Take care.