Last 2 papers!

In exactly 17 days, I would be taking the 1st of my last 2 papers. Exams rd the corner but I am giving little thought or effort in the 2 papers.I Wonder why? Is it the fear of embarking on a new journey after passing which is gg Qatar or looking at Leo taking the last 2 papers bt given his intellect still only managed to pass one. Either 1, I to be able to pass any of the 2 of the papers would be unjustifiable compared to the time I spent on the rest of the ACCA papers.And the last 2 are supposedly the hardest...pple taking 4-6 attempts just to clear 1 papers,clearly much effort and time has to be put inside. Have been travelling to SIM to mug this couple of days,took unpaid leave to study. Am utterly surprised how I survived SIM relatively alone. Looking at the carefree and ready to trounce the market place of these youngster, I felt for me...if any,if anyone saw me as a student in my younger(est) days in SIM,they must be wondering why is this guy so TROUBLED and bothered...I literally went to school studied and left,SIM was a place for lectures...Truth to be told,I attempted to make more friends by joining Student club and ODAC freshmen orientation, however while i went to yr 2 straight, the rest of the memebers(majority) had to start frm yr 1...given that classes were different, there were little time for meetup, furthermore, I rmb that I had stopped receiving allowance since I started SIM schooling and hence had to earn my keep as a lifeguard/tuition teacher..which kinda explain the minimal time spent in school.. I thk after starting work, you more or less know that people need friends, the fact that people are social person and needs communication, one cannot survive alone...getting good results but with no one to celebrate to,that would be the greatest irony When I was in SIM, I wasn't considered an introvert but rather one which had many commitments, be it work, Sec sch catch up, TKD(yea,the american cum Tanglin club thingy!)with Han and gang...I made little effort to gel with my SIM clicks..not to say, I pon the gatherings or whatsoever, I attended most of them in fact but the friendship were just not lasting... Given a chance, I would be more social able, and building up relationships with friends.. but one of UOL flaw is that it doesn't have projects hence it is hard to build up r/s with others unless you are very amicable and sociable..also, the school fees were hefty, the last thing I would want would be to fail any module and delay my gg to society to work by 1 year,imagine the opportunity cost! THose were the days...nt really wasted bt I shld say not enough effort put in to gel with the folks there.. Alrite, SIM is a pretty conducive place to go to, be it in terms of student enrolled there or using their facilities... Ok lah,shld write till here....gg to study soon!! Take care.

waaatever

Woof,puffy in my hse nw!its zhenxian dog which is staying here for a short time,while his hse undergoes reno.No complaints abt the dog, brings plenty of joy and laughter to our family;) Rmb in the previous post,I mentioned abt the 2 acca papers?yup,I cleared it..Wohoo..nw to the last 2 papers and that tinge of hey you still gt like 7 weeks to go,is kinda coming on and off inside..bt noo,I am taking like 8 days of no paid,yea you heard it correctly,no pay ah..leave,lol... Hencein,in order to justify this pay,I am gonna strive to study 2 hrs on working days,and 8 on weekends/Bo pay leave day...I believe that I can achieve this,if I can do this,I have no qualms or concerns even if exam results are nt to my favour...come on!! Been thinking a lot on going Qatar lately,find that my work lifestyle revolved much ard acca frm the day I started work.Not a bad thing though,bt it makes it hard for you to compare the opp cost tat you are incurring once over there..man I need directions..bt tat be for a later time,for now is acca.. Does one really need to Give before they can receive? A random thought. Take care.

Dilemma

ACCA exam is some 17/18 days later.....and I am just here chiling, relaxing not getting in the least worried over the results..Don't know why for this semester, I have been restless and seems lethargic in doing any form of studies... Weird right? Normally my face would be kinda emo, one with few words as the days slowly creep to the much dreaded day.. Perhaps this has to do with my Lost of focus...nt those temporary focus bt the more permanent ones... THe 3 days/wk lesson has burnt me out entirely, killed my interest in ACCA and probably just gg thru the momentum was jus satisfying or to eliminate much of the guilt of not studying, Has to salvage whatever Marks I can score now!! Watching my age increases further and sometimes I wonder what am I pursuing and for whom am I pursuing? Watching gu nan gua nu( see, slacking again) makes me feel that alone is'nt always the best, one does SERIOUSLY needs a partner...Have I started looking for one or I need to learn how to like someone,I know this sounds upright stupid but other than all the gd bros and buddies that I have made, I can't separate between a gd companion/talker vs an IDEAl partner, How do I know I have found an ideal partner...arh !!! Workwise, Lincoln went for a honeymoon to Europe, hope enjoy the break, he deserves this break, During his absence, I be his Deputy in which queries/tasks which were lincoln's would be mine now, haha..1 day and I am feeling quite busy...haha,experience as an accountant position though not fully qualified yet, slowly bt surely.. Dad's in nursing home after his surgery that was needed after he fell and hurt his right leg, The 1st day I went to NUH, it was already 10.30 pm after my work long after the tiny winnny short visiting hrs, Dad bed was positioned in such a way that from the entrance, you can look thru the windows on the door and see him.. He was sloughing,with the bed nt entirely flat and his right arm with the IV dip on it forming a 90 degree on his stomach, his expression was one of uneasiness and yet I could see that he needed the rest as he had to undergo an Op the day after. I was saddened and knowing that I could do nthg to alleviate his suffering only make the feeling worse. This person lying on the bed was one who had supported me, my bro and sis in whatever we do, the positive attitude that he gave or that he inspires was encouraging. Working almost 363 days a year, he was no whiner and despite setbacks he continue to see things in a positive and bright light. Not once did he scolded us for decisions we made, no targets no expectations set on us bt we know that deep inside he wanted all of us to excel cept that probably the consideration of our feelings and pressure we would had prevented him from voicing out. Glad that my dad much better now resting and doing his rehab in an nursing home and soon to be discharged. Alrite, this post has been one of a summary of my feelings and perhaps my grunts,haha... Anyway thks for all the reading. Take care.

Acca ah acca

First time updating this blog from my HTC,seems pretty cool!

Work wise,am still at keppel doing same a/p stuffs..bt the good thing is that I be doing G/L once tlaga's bk from her maternity leave,leaves me to pounder if increased workload complements the higher level and tougher acca mods tat I m doing now...
During tlaga absence,there came a new guy who was hilariously funny,and together created names tat only us and
Another guy knew,good thing is he is nw a perm on our coy...creating much laughter and joy in the much anticipated office of young blood joining..

Acca wise,these 2 mods I am taking are much much tougher I m taking relative to last sem and yet knowledge on these 2 mods lack behind the 2 foundation took last sem....gotta start muggin nw..or else I gonna miss my targeted acca completion date

Have been involve in quite a no. Of committees in office,gotta know more pple,more commitment on my part...bt if I don't get involved nw,nan dao must wait till nian mai si shi before taking part?haha

Received 3 invitations weeding ones,and the feeling of getting hitched sounds so surreal,constantly reminding or my age and my r/s status...
Try nt to think,of it...right nw,is acca all the way!

Alrite shld write till here.
Take care.

ACCA

Been studying for my ACCA exams in less than 25 days time. 1st experience working/studying and this would be a pretty tiresome thingy if not for some frens I made in my ACCA class.Weird right?haha..but the ACCA class was fun and I managed to really relax and share my working experience be it good or bad with them...who were luckily good listeners and making joke out of it....
Bt I din listen much to class and is now doing lotsa catch-up...haha...the only unpleasant part..

Posted the Graduation photos of myself up FB,simple ceremony,nice bt little food and lotsa photos taken including one with the legendary James Kwan..haha..

Workwise,am still with A/P....one of my colleague has left us after 4 mths of work in the A/P team,came as a shock to me,makes me pounder how on earth did I managed to TONG like close to 7-8 mths of relentless invoices and the uncountable matching I done...It's like an endless pit,unless we stop receiving invoices for 2 weeks,clear the BLOODY backlog,the invoices would only sink deeper n deeper...if this still persists,I think this job really doesnt suits me now,A/P,I learnt all the matching,some parts of payment..other than tat,NOTHING!...Yea,and plenty of scoldings frm my boss...The promise made by him to take me out of A/P once the A/P is settled never will come simply because the shit doesnt and will never stop...

Alrite,shld write till here now,apologise for all this ranting!..

Take Care

Whirpool

As always,its been ages since I update this blog.

Alrite since I have the "feeling " now,lets do smthg to it. Just finished a 7 days reservist,relatively more relax in comparison to my Horrendous worklife.

Gg bk tml,and I wonder what awaits me tml,tons of invoices and P.O.Argh..

Went M'sia with Chin Yen and huiping yesterday,ate white town coffee Nasi Lemak and it was fabulous.The chicken taste like popcorn chicken and the crackers and ikan billis were crispy and spicy marinated.Wanted to Sing K,bt plan was aborted and we proceeded to watch the movie by Jack Neo,Homecoming. Nice movie overall,Funny esp the part where Karen Neo,was faking a heart attack in the taxi and this Taxi driver saving her with an AED..hahaha...as all Jack's style movie,Funny scenes coupled with heartwarmning scenes ,the importance of family ties and the true significance behind this dinner on New Year's eve.Watch this if u need a good laugh!

Chin Yen bought us to the famous curry fish head near City Square.The fish meat was quite solid nt too soft and curry went down well with rice.

We were shopping for clothes and I din bought anything such as goodies or clothes as my mom does all this CNY shopping year after year. Huiping posed a comment which caught me by surprise"zhenken treats his friends better than his family members"

I was shocked and awe,this was a flaw that I knew thinking that i give my monthly allowance to my parents,tat would suffice ..and I expect it to come from my Closer friends but nt Huiping. A very good reminder to me, am i neglecting them nt spending enuff time with them,being more less patient with them?Thoughts and thoughts...

Studying for ACCA nw and this leaves me with little time to do other stuffs,time management is the solution bt it's always easier said or typed than done..

Watching the "My secret Garden" on Channel U intros u a pretty wide array of Psychological disorder such as Schizophrenia and Bipolar Disorder. Rather interesting show and leads you to think that nt all mental disorders are cause by "stress" Overuse..ocassionally the brain billions of neurotransmitters may go haywire and symptons of these mental illness would show...Nice show..

My new year resolution -Pass my 4 modules ACCA course this year
-Seek God more and learn from Him
-Find a GF(LOL)

Alrite shld write till here,Happy Chinese New year to all and wishing all shen ti jian kang and xin xiang shi cheng in this Rabbit year!

Round about

Haven been updating very much on this limited readership blog of mine.
Work has been ok,except tat A/P has a large large pile of Backlog,and suppliers are always chasing for payment everytime.
Is it our side tat defers payment or just that the other party are in crisis need of cash and liquidity?I hope it's the latter..Boss has told me to concentrate on my side of the suppliers and nt let this affect me...just as well

Church has been pretty enriching,understanding the verses and expounding of them when one's free makes the whole Bible a really interesting book to read.
Workplace at Pasir Panjang makes the whole travelling period really long plus earlier waking up time,arghh...but it is at PP tat at lunch time u look ard tat pple are more properly dressed,unlike Taman Jurong whereby pple arent tat formally dressed..accompanied by is the higher food price,haha..

Wondering whether to sign up for the Singapore Biathlon next yr...did a time trial and found my timing to be just 2.5 mins short of the cut off time,aka 37 mins plus plus ...to add the open water swim condition under the calm and montonus condition of the swimming pool...but if I dont attempt nw,i dun thk i be able to attempt it in a few yrs time,haha...
Alrite shld write till here...

Take Care.

KEPPELites

Keppelites,tats wat I am called along with those who work at Keppel.

Worklife has it's downside as well as it's upside,downside would be the early morning wakes tat makes u wakes up early even on days u do not have to work....while upside is,gaining experience on accounting practice,usage of software.

I would say wat I learnt in UOL are for decision making at a higher level,unlike now where I prepare and pass journals..prepare scheldues and ensure tat the whole process flow is not errorneous. I guess I would ultimately have to start frm scratch until the point where I can detect a problem using a very short period of time.

Just gt bk on a cruise a week ago,funny enough,during the my UOL examinations,I aspired to go onboard a cruise alone and jus enjoy not doing anything or aka slacking...I gt the chance this time,but alas,it was boring and monotonous. With me showing luckstruste in casino and gambling stuffs,I was made to roam alone without anyone.And man,it was real boring...imagine patronizing the gym 2-3 times a day,reading whole men's health book,swimming "laps" in that upsized baby pool...I promise I m nt boarding a cruise alone in the future or anytime soon...companion helps,it's was just that during my UOL exams,I hated interference or thoughts tat could affect my chain of thoughts...I am nt saying I am using my brain lesser now or instead of chain of thoughts,it has become a thread measuring 2 inches...bt many a times,wat I feel is normally different from the actual thing,so jus go do it...

Signed up for ACCA membership,looks like it gonna be quite tough from next yr,having to juggle both work life and ACCA,esp with high ACCA failure rate..nevertheless I shall make it my next target in life which is to complete my ACCA...

A person needs smthg to push on,smthg to look forward to..I guess I am still looking for tat thg..I dont know wats tat..hopefully I am able to find "tat thg"..hahaha..

Went back a couple of times for TKD,Yidojiang spirit is much stronger now esp with a new Sir's fellow mates coming bk...I was thkg while I indeed spend most of my sats doing tkd,in elite or at Tanglin..this in fact aided me in saving money..Gg for the conversion which tentaively is in the 2nd wk of Nov...

Continuing to improve and not resting on my laurels,to aspire to be a better person would be my aim.I have to put down tat clownly image and tat funnily humourous personality...guess gotta be more serious now...

Alrite shld write till here..

Take Care

WhaT A BANG!

It's has been incredibly long since I last updated this blog,9 of May in fact.

Last paper of Audit and Assurance was pretty tough,unlike in previous year where case studies whereby answers could be easy traced or linked to were no more seen. Hopefully,I am able to pass this module,but yet my fear lies in Management Accounting and not Audit...Results' be out in the last week of August,1 week earlier than previous hopefully, that's a good sign tat papers were relatively well done compared to last year and therefore were a breeze to mark....but hopefully not on the opposite..anticipate for that day..

Back from Ho Chih Minh City,Vietnam quite sometime ago...Vietnam was more of understanding their war,went to the war reunification palace,had rather deep feelings after touring it...It's a nice city,people there are generally heplful...Explored their cui chi tunnel which serve as an important base during the war and also their Mekong Delta which serve as a vital river for their daily needs,employability and also means of accessiblity...also the 1st time where I saw river signboards of direction along the river.
Vrung Tau, an island off HCMC was spectacular as well...meet a few vietnamese selling souveniers and coconut drinks, surprised that they could speak good mandarin,friendly people who offered to explained the tourist spots on that island.
The beach is nice, though the water is not as clear as Tioman..could see an interesting sight--which was people eating crabs by the shore. Mind you,their crabs are flower crabs which are sold on the shore and are only cooked only when someone orders it, imagine crab claw in 1 hand, a can of beer in another,hearing the sea waves hitting against the shore...NICE...

Toured a portion of Ben thye market, 1 thing that one shouldnt miss is the seafood there..nice,their prawns whether BBQ or steamed taste equally good, their beef,yes beef taste nice not those alike those whose texture taste like bubble gum...they use a special type of sauce which taste a bit like sour plum plus soya sauce, and it isnt bad tasting..

Made a few friends there,including a french guy, British couple and a swiss guy....oh yea, Josh if u r reading this blog,u still own the British couple smthg ar..LOL...

Tried their massage services there which I would say was a matter of polarisation, we went for 2 massages,1 was by the Association of the visually handicapped which cost S$5 and the other costed me US20 #$%^&*(...haha..bt it was nt bad,given that this was the 1st time i tried full body massage and the latter had sauna n steam altogether,Conclude that Full body massage adds little to my utility..haha,guess all the pressing and thumping just isnt my cup of tea...it's hard to miss massage services there since massage shops are almost anywhere...

Vietnam's traditional food "Pho" pronounced as fur consists of kway teow and beef or chicken...it taste real good,the soup and the bouncy kway teow makes a good combination,I think we had that no less than 4 times over there..haha..

Lastly, people like Miss Vy, our hostel owner who took the extra effort to patiently explain to us the tourist hotspots in HCMC that made us save a substantial amount of time and effort..she has indeed made us have a lasting positive impression...

Overall, this trip has made me more respectful of Vietnamese, their magnificent tactics and strategies used during the war has already left me dazzled and proud to be an Asian...Hardworking people who at 7am,when u go on to the street with blury eyes,they are already in their shops serving people...1 positive trait that is highly valued by me..

Alrite shld write till here.

Take Care.

Bye bye 2nd Upp...

It's farewll to my 2nd upp Hons for I doubt I be getting anything near there cept to settle for a miserable lower.

Yes,Chip's on my side to argue of the tight exam scheldule,blame my lect for focusing too much on unimportant chaps,but afterall the decision of whether or not to work hard still lies with me.These past few weeks compared to the last few weeks to exam last year differs miles apart.This might be a whining post but I hope,really hope that these last few days before the arrival of exam will be of a more intense pace.Seriously.

There's nthg to evaluate where I am standing nw,nt yet been to tat EXPO to take the exam so far whereas some of my frens at this moment has only 1 paper left. And it helps,the notion/thought that yes,the exam has already started,and I have to abstain from this from tat and really hit the books n start mugging.I know what's its like to walk into the hall unprepared and the heave of relief when the invigilator collected ur last paper,guess this been a pretty awakeining msg for me..

Guess for now,the relief of my last paper being collected by the invigilator on the 27th would be my target.Picture that and look forward to tat.

Take care.

Frustrated la

Agony,frustrations!!argh...my trigger point of anger seems to be pretty low nowadays.Perhaps it's due to my laziness of not studying adequately sufficent to quote the minimun compared to last yr.

Indeed,after 2 papers...one ,psychology,gave me much hope in the sense that if u study,understand all those too eng thoerists and memorise a bit ..hmm it doesnt seems so bad after al..
Second one,Management accounting,understimated it and seriously..it isnt one subject where one could smoke thru...this explains the emphasis James has been telling us all yr round...
With 2 papers to go,I got to really buckle up and see what i can do to salvage this disatrous prelim..

Really wonder wat trigger or activates one sense or should i say feeling of unfairness,the eagerness of wanting to correct an behaviour or an action..wish I could turn off mine permanently and be one slacker waiting to be followed..

Perth trip has more or less been confirmed,this coming June..Many thanks to xiwen,jin n Han,for their sacrifice of time to coordinate this trip..hopefully my expenses wont be too high..if bungee jumping's on the itnery,i would be eager to try,but wonder will i make the leap..haha..

CNY been a pretty blast in the sense that it was a thorough twist from the monotonous behaviour of studying...did all the usual stuffs,feeling decreased a bit,i realised i was looking forward to CNY nt because of the renuion or foodies,bt more to the 3 days of break..haha..

Alrite,back to the studies now..

Take care

Standard Chartered 2009

YEsh,finally completed my 1st marathon yesterday.Wasnt jubilant nor excited,as I underestimated the race. Trained for 1 to 2 weeks prior to the race with the longest capped at 16 km when the race is a whopping 42.195 km.

True enough,the 1st 25 km seems like a breeze to me,but after that cramps starts to momentarily attack my body,be it the back,my thighs,shin,it was a torture. To make things worse older folks and ladies runners was surpassing me, throughout I attempted to run but the acheness prevented me from doing so. And there I was walking n walking to run till the 40km,yes the 40 km mark before i tell myself i m not going to finish this marathon walking,and jogged to the finish line. Timing:5hrs 13 mins. Not pleased with myself...argh..

This will not be my last marathon,but i make sure i trained sufficently before attemting another one.

Mood was sorely temperemental because of the lack of rest and the poor timing.

Alrite shld write till here.

Take care.

Please,please go away

Was writing this post yesterday when i decided not to post it eventually.

Aunties in my hse are creating hell of a havoc,with buying plans for an apartment,with hefty interest rates nowadays,I dont wish to see my parents working hard jus to return interest to the bank.Talking about sharing the flat together.

The problem lies in tat my auntie has the capital without the need for loaning or increasing her income=more OT.My dad doesnt.

Dad always does things with us in mind,With a debt waiting to be cleared,it jus pushes him negatively to work harder,with us reaping the full benefits.While my auntie jolly well could loan a lower amount sum,n given her status,it would soon be repaid,hence,lesser interest rates and faster of reaping the benefits.

Auntie got the keys for her hse today,and is simply music to my ears.

Enough of these things.

Went for Denise 21st b'dae at Cine,we were overly dressed..haha to an extend..but hey,there wont be as much fun had us been wearing commoner clothes,isnt it..haha
Wore a Peter Pan costume on that day,pants resemble Aerobic thighs..LOL..but is really once in a lifetime experience...Pretty fun,gg bk to childhood times

Other than those,not much of actions...work n work n work still carrying on...

Time to study,Prelims not far frm now..must limit myself to play n allow myself to study...sounds weird..haha,profound meaning inside..

Take care.

END of my JTC journey

Yesterday marks the last day of my JTC Era,the company that I worked the longest:3 months Full time.

Plenty of emotions,first day there,was expecting a "cultural shock" as mentioned by the interviewer..however it wasnt meant to be.Ushered into the Human Resource(HR) dept,this was 1 place that would teach me tons of things in time to come.

Registry,a room where multiple of compactors filled the room thronged by millions of files,my job was to bundle them,to make the moving of these files to a new level smoother.Yet,on the very 1st day,we worked our guts out moving boxes of after boxes laden with paper inside,little did we knew that that day was coincidentally the disposal day where unwanted papers and boxes are thrown.

There was the ocassional chat with the HR staff,an office isnt complete without it's people,as the saying goes.Nice friendly people who justify the reason for their existence in this dept.There was Haslindal,our "manager" one who at times muddle headed but who would break in to a thunder of laughter,often infecting others around her.There was Our interviewer as well who almost or should I say recruited my friend as her godson.A lady who keep up with times and could follow up on our crappy and nosensical words..through her,presented an image that could at times be crappy and at times be no nosense and serious.Lastly,it was our real manager,our supervisor,a tall lady who despite holding a senior post lingers no air around her.She brings a friendly and cheerful disposition into
the office,often enquiring on whether we wan anything to eat or drink.She has the charisma that make u feel regretful for lazing on the job.Despite all her stresses, her face never fails to have a smiley face.That manager leaves a rather deep trail in my working life.

Buffet treats were a common esp,during training days,where we could save up on lunch,haha Courtesy of Dennis and gang.Including the cleaning auntie we would indulge in this feast which were nice foodies.

Work began to get tough,there were discussions on how to bundle and number the files,deadlines came and storage space issue came into play.These were solved pretty easily with a little help frm our Dy Dir.

Soon came the day of moving up,we were popular at least for that period of time where almost everyone in the Dept required our assistance in moving,packing or loading/unloading.
They were so thankful that they hosted a morning buffet for the both of us on our last day.
Unpacking were a chore,arranging,rearranging followed by more rearranging,largely attributed to the absence of a laptop where our bundle could be checked by file numbers.We managed to conquered it all.

Who could also forget the lunch hour, where a large whole gang of ard 9-10 pple would
gather at the lobby,walking to the food center,occupying the zhi char table with 1 or 2 ordering from the zhi char store.

JTC taught me skills which were invaluable and it's people inside made it concrete.
Most importantly,the pay allows me to render half of my school fees..haha..

Alrite shld write till here.

take care

Stumble

When would you be be most likely to stumble when you talk? Has anyone posed this qn to u before?

I did tonight,she wasnt really pretty,yet she had a special aura around her.Her carefree mood,the righteousness to stand out for wat's right and her presence itself.
She could have choosed to ignore yet she asked,and this only serves to further increase my admiration for her.

Clearly my obstacle's still there,but 1 day I am sure I get rid of tat.1 day.

Take Care.

Uber Uber Long

Long long time since I last update on this blog.

Pretty monotonous,working at JTC + Lifeguard duties on weekends,nothing surprising..Cept tat getting to know the China Lifeguards pple view towards topics be it religion,education or history.They have an immense understanding of their long history and able to explicitly voice out the dates,their morale and in which state.

Mahjong with the usual primary sch clicks,lost $6,pretty much a lesson save for the fact tat when I had 3 tai and was waiting for the "one" when somehow,i could/managed to leak 1 tile away and could not hu/win...argh,haha..

Went NIte cycling with the ODAC gang and for the 1st time,I was involved in the OG not as a participant but as a sweeper,whose role consist of riding behind the last man of ur OG..Pretty fun and our OG was united and tat made the cycling even at the wee hours of the day fun,50 km of cycling!!

On a closer side,Resentment starts to arise towards my aunties,who prefer to treat my house as their own place.Bringing in my grandma or grandfather 1 by 1,week by week...and mind you,they have lots of places to go to and they ultimately still choose our already cramped place.Lucky for me,they have since bought a place and would be moving out by the end of the year.The thing is tat I dont have any ill feelings towards my aunties or grandparents but it just kinda make you sort of uncomfortable,tat kind of nt ur home tat kind of feeling,and I loathe that..a lot.

AHM gonna arrives this week and man,my longest distance ran for now is only 12 km...hopefully to complete it within 2hrs 10 mins...my ultimate aim

Tat's all for now.

Take care

Work,work,work

Working at JTC lately,less of a Blanga and more of an Real office worker lest the fact tat i din managed to touch the com much.Though was assigned a table,tat table was primary for placing my bag...Colleagues has been pretty nice and we get along well...esp my "manager",tat Anita Sarawak...no,she doesnt have deep,poultry lips neither do she hail from M'sia...But she's jus funny and act in such a way tat resemble Anita's exagerated acts,it's a joy to see her everyday...

Pretty monotonus,Mon to Fri,Work......Sat work as lifeguard,wat to do,Blame UOL for their hefty and skyhigh school fees,$$$$ for my school fees,these 3 months would most prob have more of work hours than leisure hours..lets start drawing the Labour curve,the backward bending labour curve applies....hahaha

My jobs are ones tat doesnt requires much of brain cells,instead,it counts pretty much on ur aggressiveness and the efficency...so at the end of everyday,my body sibei shag,brain used less than 1%,i think tats the prob with white collar jobs workers,as their pay is relativey lower than white collar workers,they simply make up their reduced pay with more hours worked.As the cost of production decreases,factories are unable to afford to pay the usual price for a factory worker,and yet at lower prices,there are simply takers.If u dun take take,there are aplenty out there who will gladly or grumbly take it.those pple who take it doesnt mind devoting majority of their time to work,a thing tat they wont and will never enjoy.Because a large portion of their time is devoted to work,less time is avaliable for them to consume products which they dervies much satisfaction from,instead they merely spend on necessity items and lives a fragile on a meagre salary.To make matter worst,loyalty doesnt counts for much nowadays,examples of workers with 25,15,20 yrs of long service awards being retrenched are common sights..Awards count for nothing,they simply signify tat one has devoted much of one's life to tat comapany,with ages come experience,and tat experience can simply be substituted with mentoring from a senior personnel for ard 6 mths,perhaps even shorter and there u go,mastery of the ropes.

Alrite shld write till here.

Take care

exam's over!

Exam's finally over!!I know is long long overdue since my last paper was on the 21st of May.And I dun have that kind of relieved feeling/sensation that I tot I was supposed to have.In fact,it was a feeling of pondering and reviewing of the questions in my head.Counting the marks that I gain or rather lose,haha, whether it reaches 34.

34 may seems easy but come,take the paper and u know that 34 is really hard to attain.

Went out with JQ and Yufan after our last paper and watched the Wolverine.Nice show,especially when he was injected with the agent X,the anguish,astonishing tolerance for pain when the needle drilled into his skull and other parts.Fantastic act by the Labelled"sexiest mammel on Earth"..haha

Went to numerous recruit agencies and 0 i mean NONE!! called back....this is depressing man,and also reflects how much grads or better qualified pple there are here.
Did a chocolate/candy sales asst. at a fair at Suntec city.It has been ages since i stand for so long...and it really aches..haha.it's as if someone poured 1 gallon of lime juice over ur feets,just imagine tat...Choco n candies are pretty cheap as these are near their expiry dates...for those interested,it's at Hall 401.

Recently tot of the enthu and agressiveness tat I should have that propels me to move forward.I am fearful of losing that thing.

Alrite,shld write till here.

Should I or should I not?

Biathlon is jus next week,should I join the competition??No adequate training,in fact never tried swimming in the sea,never tried from swim to run or the other way..all these seems to suggest tat maybe I should give it a miss...probability of missing this event is 0.7

Starting to get complacent,treating this exam as warm up and there's the consolation that there's TWO more mths after this premlim b4 the real thing....cant be happy...answering the qns,techniques...argh..all these have nt even tried yet and here I am getting yaya n papaya.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LBC7pilGoPc

A very funny video comprising of Beyonce and justine Timberlake

take care

Moved

Aunties are comfortably settled in my house now.My aunties asked me a question"ah ken,why are you so quiet at home".cos there's the TV,radio n com producing noise..dah..haha...

Biathlon coming in less than 30 days..woo,wonder can I complete the run.Hopefully with some luck,I may be able to complete the race.Running gives u those endorphins which kinda makes u happy,be it pre-run,running(early part) or post-run.Tats y running is so much a portion in my life even though I has a pair of flat feets.

Ncap's over,the test was simple,by looking at Sir and the demo n examples he presented in class was suffice for me to complete the test...

Celebrated BL birthday,gave him a racket n some cocks,i mean shuttlecocks as his 23rd birthday present.HAng ard at the playground,and found tat students frm NTU were generally more effective in using their time.They Utilise their time well...thinking,brainstorming every problems,I think that's the diff under diff educational institutions.Being taught by a person who has immense interest in his work such tat he does research versus someone who has quite a bit of interest but is more focused on delivering the lessons n finishing.I think mine belong to the latter.

CNY's not over yet,wishing everyone Happy niu year...haha,niu niu da shun for everyone in this niu year.